Real Kisses

~Hey~ Well, so much has happened since the last time I wrote in here. I don't even know where to begin. Well, We had our waffle breakfast and our Christmas party. It was a lot of fun. I ended up getting a Tree 63 CD. But we all had a lot of fun. On December 17 we had school for 1 hour and all we did was sit in the gym. Well, we were sitting there Josh asked me out. I was so excited. Like I wasn't wanting him to ask me out before Christmas because I was gonna be home very much since I had to go to Daddy's but of course I said yeah. So now we've been going out for 3 weeks today. New Years's Eve we went to James and Mindi's for our New Year's Eve party. It was so much fun. Then Saturday night Josh and I went to the movies and saw Spanglish. It was so cool. Then Monday we went to the park with Adera and Kat. So we got to spend a lot of time together this past weekend. But anyways....The other day we were talking and he started talking about the first time we went out and broke up and he was like I still feel bad for that and I told him that it was the past and its over with. He was like well it hurts to know that I hurt the person I love. I kinda talked him into telling me like I didn't know that's what he was gonna say. Then he was like well maybe I'll be able to talk that out of you. I was like no don't say that I feel bad for not saying it back and I was like but I can't say it back when I'm not sure if I really feel that way. He was like that's ok I don't want you to say it if you don't really mean it. I was like ok. Then Wednesday at church he kissed me, he was like I wanna give you something I was like ok. So he kissed me but it was just a pop kiss and he asked me if it was a pop kiss I was like yeah and he was like oh, well, so much for just a pop kiss and really kissed me. Omgosh! I told Heather and she was freaking out she kinda cried. It was so funny. I was like in a state of aw and she was freaking out. It was great. I couldn't believe I really kissed him. But anyways...Michael is going out with Bree, one of Kayla's used to be best friends, now. It's really weird. But maybe this will help Kayla get over Michael and move on to someone who is better for her. But Kayla is coming over here right now, she's spending the night with me. And I'm trying to order a pizza online but I can't remember my sign in name and password and it sucks. lol But anyways...I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~