Kayla's Present

~Hay~ So today I got up at like 10 and waited for Heather to call me to tell me when we were going shopping. She called me and told me that her and Carla would pick me at noon. So they did and we went shopping at Catos and My Secret Place and the mall. And all I ended up gettin was Kayla's present. lol. I've gotta go back to My Secret Place and get Heather's gift and my dirty santa gift for church. But anyways...I'm so tired. Oh, I think I'm gonna wear a skirt tomorrow if it's not to cold. But anyways....Josh will be at church tomorrow so I'll get to see how his and Heather's talking goes. Wow this is short amazingly enough I don't really have anything to talk about. So I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Early Shopping

~Hay~ Omgosh last night I talked to Brittany on the internet about the whole Heather and Josh deal and other junk. But then I went to bed at like 10:30 I think and it took me forever to go to sleep. I remember looking at the clock at like 11 or so. But then I woke up at like 4 something this morning. But I didn't get much sleep cuz I got up at 5:15 to go shopping. So I'm really tired. Wal-Mart was so packed. We saw Heather and Caroline, Heather's Momma, up there. I got a white fleece zip up jacket and a watch. After we went to Wal-Mart we went to Shoney's and ate. Then we went to the mall in Tullahoma and went to J.C. Penny's. And then we went to Claire's and got belly button rings-mine cost $18 for one belly button ring w/ 3 different sets of balls for it. Gosh, that sounds so tacky. lol. Anyways...tomorrow Momma is letting me go shopping with Heather and I get to take my credit card. Omgosh, she never lets me take my credit card w/me anywhere cuz she's afraid I'm gonna lose it. I asked Kayla what she wanted for Christmas/her birthday or whatever and she was like I dunno and then I had to get off the phone and she told me she'd tell me what she wanted when we talked on the phone later. And I told her that if she didn't tell me what she wanted then I didn't have to get her anything. lol. But I called her earlier and they said she couldn't talk on the phone so I still don't know what to get her. But anyways...I'm sitting here on the phone with Heather and she is watching TV and not even talking to me. Gosh, that dirty whore. lol. Just kidding I love you Heather. Anyways...I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Thanksgiving

~Hay~ Omgosh, last night I had a dream that Josh was gonna take Kristin Trail to prom. I was so mad. And I found out during church but I was at Mante’s church and Heather, Josh, and Kristin Trail were there. So after church I was trying to find all of them and I couldn’t. I couldn’t find Heather or anyone. But I was so mad that Josh was gonna take Kristin to prom. But he’s a sophomore and in my dream he was a sophomore. But I was extremely mad. But anyways…you know what? I’ve realized that I really don’t want anything for Christmas except the Barlow Girl CD and a Covenant ring. I want a car, too, but I really don’t see that happening. And I want a cell phone. But ya never know. Anyways…Heather and Kayla invited me to go to their Thanksgiving today but I couldn’t go b/c Momma, Jay, and I had dinner together. Momma and I went to Cracker Barrel and got our dinner at like noon. But anyways….tomorrow Momma and I are going to Wal-Mart for the 6-11 am sale. Heather wanted me to come Christmas shopping with her and Carla, her sister tomorrow. But Carla decided she wasn’t gonna take her tomorrow and told her she’d take her Saturday. Carla said I could go with them if I wanted to though. So maybe Momma will let me go if I don’t go to Daddy’s and she doesn’t decide to do something else. I hope I get to go though. It’d be fun. Gosh, I gotta get Heather’s Christmas gift and Kayla’s Christmas/birthday gift and I have no idea what to get them. lol! But anyways…Daddy and Dee haven’t even called to see when Jay and I are going down there for Thanksgiving. I hope they don’t call cuz I don’t wanna go. Momma said we could go tomorrow and just stay the weekend but I was there last weekend and all I did was baby-sit all the kids but Jay and I didn’t even get paid like I was supposed to. But it’s 10:30pm now so they’re not calling tonight. But whatever. I told Momma this morning I didn’t wanna go and she told me to tell them I don’t wanna go and that I’ll just be there next weekend like I’m supposed to be. Josh will be back Sunday. Him and Heather are supposed to talk about their break up and everything. So yeah anyways…I found this quote on someone’s profile and I really like it. It’s "A real friend is one who walks in when the whole world walks out." That is so true and I really, really like it. But anyways…I’m gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Clean Clean Clean

~Hay~ Wow! So much has happened since the last time I wrote in here. Not it was just yesterday. But anyways...today I was supposed to go with Jenny to Renee's for our Advanced English 3 project since we didn't work on it yesterday but we decided we weren't gonna do a video like we planned. So I just stayed home all day. Woohoo!!! So much fun...Not. I got up at 9 this morning. I set my alarm for 10 but I woke up at 9 and I couldn't go back to sleep so I got up and cleaned the kitchen and then ate a bowl of honey nut cheerios. All I did today was watch a couple of hours of tv and chat online and clean. I cleaned the kitchen, the dining room, my middle room, my bedroom, and the upstairs bathroom and I washed clothes. So my whole house practically is clean besides the living room and Jay's room which are both Jay's chores. But anways...tomorrow Kayla, Heather, and I were gonna see if Mindi wanted to hang out but Mindi is gonna spend time with her family. She said that if she has time then she'll call me and see what we wanna do. So that's cool. Oh, Momma said that Jay and I are probably gonna go to Daddy's Friday and stay the weekend. But I really don't wanna go. All I'll end up doing is babysitting again and not getting paid for it. But whatever. What can I do??? Momma said I have to go because it's Thanksgiving. Bla Bla Bla. But anyways...It's thundering outside. I hope it doesn't storm all night cuz I usually can't sleep if its thundering. But anyways....I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Unintentional Flirting???

~Hay~ I went to Daddy's this weekend. Friday I babysat. Saturday I babysat and went to the church to make Thanksgiving dinner which was a lot of fun and then went home and babysat again. And did I get paid???? No of course not even though Dee told me she'd pay me to babysit this weekend. Actually it was supposed to be just Saturday but whatever. Anyways...I talked to Heather today about why she seemed so mad or upset. She said that when her and Josh went out that we would flirt and now that they're broke up we really seem to flirt a lot and it makes her jealous. But I didn't flirt with Josh while they were going out or if I did it was unintentional. But I asked her why she broke up with him if she still liked him and she told me she didn't know how she felt about him. She didn't know if she just wanted to be friends with him b/c she felt like she just wanted to be like best friends with him. But she said that its not that she doesn't want him to be with someone its just me and the situation before or something like that. But I'm not really sure what she meant. But anyways.....Momma and Jay had a weekend alone this weekend. They went to Chattanooga and went to Ripley's Aquarium and to an IMAX Theater. So they had fun this weekend. I'm glad they had a weekend together because the reason they went is to try to help Jay with his attitude and the way he is. Momma thinks that if she and Daddy spend more time with him he'll change his attitude. But it's kinda annoying I guess because she tells me she doesn't have any money but then goes and spends a bunch of money on Jay. But whatever. Anyways....I wish she'd get me this Barlow Girl cd. I love their music and I really want their cd. But anyways...oh Josh sent Heather a text message last night after church telling her to tell everyone hey for him (he's in Texas). So she sent him one back telling him she would and asking when he gets back cuz they need to talk. Then he sent one back saying ok thanks. Then while I was sending him a text message he called so I told Heather her phone was ringing and she did hear me I don't guess so I answered it. And talked to him for a sec. He asked me what we were doing and told me to tell everyone hey and to tell Heather he would talk to her Sunday and then we got off the phone. Well, while we were on the phone Heather starts chasing me trying to get the phone and then she bit my finger really hard. Omgosh it hurt so bad I thought I was gonna die. lol. But then I sent him a text message asking him if he was having fun and telling my finger was hurting really bad and then told him I was gonna go and I'll talk to him the next time I talk to him. Today is his birthday. He's 16 now. But anyways....I'm gonna green light and call Heather. ~Love ya~

I wish Heather was happy

~Hay~ Omgosh so much has happened since the last time I wrote in here. Last Wednesday Heather and I watched "Mean Girls" before church. We laughed so much-it was so funny. But anyways....Friday night I went to Pizza Hut at 9 pm so I could go home with Heather after she got off work. She got off at 10. Then we went back to her Momma's house. I think we stayed up till like 1 in the morning talking and we had to get up at like 6:30-7 o'clock to go paintballing. We went with Trinity Baptist Church. Omgosh we had so much fun. Josh, Heather, James, Mindi, Andrew, Justin Stotts, John, and I went along with Kenny Lockhart (Mrs. Lockhart's husband) and some of the youth from their church. But Mindi, Heather, and I were the only girls. I got a huge bruise on my leg-I got shot in the same spot twice. But its aight cuz I had a lot of fun. So omgosh.... Heather broke up with Josh. I felt so bad for both of them. Heather felt awful and she's beating herself up to much over it though. She can't help how she feels. Josh wrote me a note today. He said he didn't know who else to talk to and he said he figured I'd understand where he was coming from. But I don't mind...he needs to talk to someone. And I do understand what he's going through. But anyways....now I'm sitting here watching Everwood and talking to my friend Kevin. I hardly ever talk to him anymore. I've known him for like 6 years but we just aren't very close anymore. But anyways...I am so tired. I could go to sleep right now. But I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Sometimes Life Really Sucks!!!

~Hay~ Well, today kinda sucked. Ash found out last night her momma has ovarian cancer. She was tore up about it. I mean who wouldn't be??? But I didn't know what to tell her. I wanted to tell her her momma was gonna be fine but I don't know if she is gonna be fine. I was about ready to cry with her. Ash has no idea what to do. I told her to pray and that I would pray for her and her momma and I would ask my church to pray for them, too. But anyways....Heather called out of work today. She said she feels sick. Tomorrow her momma is picking me up from school and bringing us over here so we can watch "Mean Girls" before church. Gosh, I feel like I'm gonna die...I think I'm ovulating again (lol). But my side is for real really hurting bad. I took tylenol and a bunch of vitamins but they're not helping. My doc. told me to take tylenol or ibpruefen but they don't work. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I can't put up with this pain for a whole week again. But anyways....I'm so tired. Awww, man. I got club pictures tomorrow. I was wanting to wear comfy clothes. Oh, well. But I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Mean Girls

~Hay~ Well, I guess nothing interesting happened to me last week be~cuz I can't remember anything. Heather ended up not coming over Wednesday so she still hasn't got to see Jacob Aaron. But she probally is coming over Wednesday before church and we're gonna watch "Mean Girls". I just got done watching it. It was pretty good-it made me laugh out loud. But anyways.....oh, Tiffany and Kayla aren't talking. Tiffany said that Kayla is just gettin on her last nerve, I guess. I dunno. But anyways.....I am gettin tired. I gotta get up in the morning and take a shower before school too. Friday I went to Daddy's. Saturday I babysat all the kids-my twin sis's, my 6 year old sis, and my 3 bro's. Oh gosh it was so much fun!!! Not!! lol!! And I get to do it again the next time I go to my Daddy's. But at least I'm getting paid. I got $10 Saturday. But anyways....This is short but I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Jacob Aaron

~Hay~ Omgosh!!! Jacob Aaron, Tammy's baby, is so precious!!!! I went to Tammy's earlier and I got to hold him and feed him and burp him. Then he fell asleep while I was holding him so I held him until he woke up. Then I fed and burped him again. He is so adorable!!! He has dark brown hair and he's so teeny. I told Tammy I want to baby sit. I love him!!! But anyways...Heather might be coming over tomorrow. It just depends on whether Mindi comes to her house to grade her school work or not. I hope she does get to come over tho so she can see Jacob. Omgosh....Last night I had a dream that Franklin (Matt) kissed me. And a while back I had a dream that he came to my house and I walked outside to talk to him in my panties!!! That is so weird!! But anyways...I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow. I wish it was Thanksgiving Break now. This year has gone by really quick though. We've already been in school for 3 months. Oh, I've gotta ask Momma if Tiffany can bring me home some time this week so I can see Tiffany's new car. But anyways....I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Braggin'

~Hay~ The bonfire was fun. Heather got off work at like 7:30. We got to tp Josh. It was so funny. But anyways....Kayla read my last blog and it made her mad. But I don't see why she's mad at me. I didn't juss make up what I said. Our friends told me she was bragging about hitting me. It's not like I want her to be braggin about it that's just what I was told. But anyways...Before Kayla and I started reading each other's journals we made a deal that we couldn't get mad at each other for what our journals said. But it doesn't look like that worked very well. But, oh well, Anyways.....We don't have school today be~cuz of election day. Anyways....Tammy had her baby Friday. Jacob Aaron is 7 1/2 lbs. and 21 inches long. And he's got hair. He's so cute. I saw him last night for a minute. I'm gonna go over there today when Tammy gets home and see him. But anyways......I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~