Catch Up

Hay, well it's been a really long time since I've wrote in here and so much has happened (doesn't that sound familiar). Josh and I are still together. We've been together for almost 8 months now (on the 17th). And I love him more and more everyday. I really don't know what I'd do without him-he helps me through everything. I got my license in February and I got my first car April 28. Its a 93 Honda Accord. Then I wrecked it sometime I don't remember when-it was sometime over the summer though. The youth went to New Mexico this summer. James, Mindi, Justin, Heather, Jay, Brett, Josh, and I all went for our Mission Trip. We had to work on these cabins at Apache Creek Youth and Deaf Ranch. It was so much fun. We were gone for 9 days. It took 2 days to get there and 2 days to get back. The Saturday we were coming home we went to 6 Flags Over Texas. It was so awesome. But anyways....Kayla went to Georgia to live with her mom. I miss her. We started school the 3rd and our first full day was the 5th. It so weird being at school without her. And its really weird this year because I'm a senior. I can't believe this is my last year of high school. It's unreal. But I gotta green light. ttyl

Real Kisses

~Hey~ Well, so much has happened since the last time I wrote in here. I don't even know where to begin. Well, We had our waffle breakfast and our Christmas party. It was a lot of fun. I ended up getting a Tree 63 CD. But we all had a lot of fun. On December 17 we had school for 1 hour and all we did was sit in the gym. Well, we were sitting there Josh asked me out. I was so excited. Like I wasn't wanting him to ask me out before Christmas because I was gonna be home very much since I had to go to Daddy's but of course I said yeah. So now we've been going out for 3 weeks today. New Years's Eve we went to James and Mindi's for our New Year's Eve party. It was so much fun. Then Saturday night Josh and I went to the movies and saw Spanglish. It was so cool. Then Monday we went to the park with Adera and Kat. So we got to spend a lot of time together this past weekend. But anyways....The other day we were talking and he started talking about the first time we went out and broke up and he was like I still feel bad for that and I told him that it was the past and its over with. He was like well it hurts to know that I hurt the person I love. I kinda talked him into telling me like I didn't know that's what he was gonna say. Then he was like well maybe I'll be able to talk that out of you. I was like no don't say that I feel bad for not saying it back and I was like but I can't say it back when I'm not sure if I really feel that way. He was like that's ok I don't want you to say it if you don't really mean it. I was like ok. Then Wednesday at church he kissed me, he was like I wanna give you something I was like ok. So he kissed me but it was just a pop kiss and he asked me if it was a pop kiss I was like yeah and he was like oh, well, so much for just a pop kiss and really kissed me. Omgosh! I told Heather and she was freaking out she kinda cried. It was so funny. I was like in a state of aw and she was freaking out. It was great. I couldn't believe I really kissed him. But anyways...Michael is going out with Bree, one of Kayla's used to be best friends, now. It's really weird. But maybe this will help Kayla get over Michael and move on to someone who is better for her. But Kayla is coming over here right now, she's spending the night with me. And I'm trying to order a pizza online but I can't remember my sign in name and password and it sucks. lol But anyways...I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Kayla's Present

~Hay~ So today I got up at like 10 and waited for Heather to call me to tell me when we were going shopping. She called me and told me that her and Carla would pick me at noon. So they did and we went shopping at Catos and My Secret Place and the mall. And all I ended up gettin was Kayla's present. lol. I've gotta go back to My Secret Place and get Heather's gift and my dirty santa gift for church. But anyways...I'm so tired. Oh, I think I'm gonna wear a skirt tomorrow if it's not to cold. But anyways....Josh will be at church tomorrow so I'll get to see how his and Heather's talking goes. Wow this is short amazingly enough I don't really have anything to talk about. So I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Early Shopping

~Hay~ Omgosh last night I talked to Brittany on the internet about the whole Heather and Josh deal and other junk. But then I went to bed at like 10:30 I think and it took me forever to go to sleep. I remember looking at the clock at like 11 or so. But then I woke up at like 4 something this morning. But I didn't get much sleep cuz I got up at 5:15 to go shopping. So I'm really tired. Wal-Mart was so packed. We saw Heather and Caroline, Heather's Momma, up there. I got a white fleece zip up jacket and a watch. After we went to Wal-Mart we went to Shoney's and ate. Then we went to the mall in Tullahoma and went to J.C. Penny's. And then we went to Claire's and got belly button rings-mine cost $18 for one belly button ring w/ 3 different sets of balls for it. Gosh, that sounds so tacky. lol. Anyways...tomorrow Momma is letting me go shopping with Heather and I get to take my credit card. Omgosh, she never lets me take my credit card w/me anywhere cuz she's afraid I'm gonna lose it. I asked Kayla what she wanted for Christmas/her birthday or whatever and she was like I dunno and then I had to get off the phone and she told me she'd tell me what she wanted when we talked on the phone later. And I told her that if she didn't tell me what she wanted then I didn't have to get her anything. lol. But I called her earlier and they said she couldn't talk on the phone so I still don't know what to get her. But anyways...I'm sitting here on the phone with Heather and she is watching TV and not even talking to me. Gosh, that dirty whore. lol. Just kidding I love you Heather. Anyways...I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Thanksgiving

~Hay~ Omgosh, last night I had a dream that Josh was gonna take Kristin Trail to prom. I was so mad. And I found out during church but I was at Mante’s church and Heather, Josh, and Kristin Trail were there. So after church I was trying to find all of them and I couldn’t. I couldn’t find Heather or anyone. But I was so mad that Josh was gonna take Kristin to prom. But he’s a sophomore and in my dream he was a sophomore. But I was extremely mad. But anyways…you know what? I’ve realized that I really don’t want anything for Christmas except the Barlow Girl CD and a Covenant ring. I want a car, too, but I really don’t see that happening. And I want a cell phone. But ya never know. Anyways…Heather and Kayla invited me to go to their Thanksgiving today but I couldn’t go b/c Momma, Jay, and I had dinner together. Momma and I went to Cracker Barrel and got our dinner at like noon. But anyways….tomorrow Momma and I are going to Wal-Mart for the 6-11 am sale. Heather wanted me to come Christmas shopping with her and Carla, her sister tomorrow. But Carla decided she wasn’t gonna take her tomorrow and told her she’d take her Saturday. Carla said I could go with them if I wanted to though. So maybe Momma will let me go if I don’t go to Daddy’s and she doesn’t decide to do something else. I hope I get to go though. It’d be fun. Gosh, I gotta get Heather’s Christmas gift and Kayla’s Christmas/birthday gift and I have no idea what to get them. lol! But anyways…Daddy and Dee haven’t even called to see when Jay and I are going down there for Thanksgiving. I hope they don’t call cuz I don’t wanna go. Momma said we could go tomorrow and just stay the weekend but I was there last weekend and all I did was baby-sit all the kids but Jay and I didn’t even get paid like I was supposed to. But it’s 10:30pm now so they’re not calling tonight. But whatever. I told Momma this morning I didn’t wanna go and she told me to tell them I don’t wanna go and that I’ll just be there next weekend like I’m supposed to be. Josh will be back Sunday. Him and Heather are supposed to talk about their break up and everything. So yeah anyways…I found this quote on someone’s profile and I really like it. It’s "A real friend is one who walks in when the whole world walks out." That is so true and I really, really like it. But anyways…I’m gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Clean Clean Clean

~Hay~ Wow! So much has happened since the last time I wrote in here. Not it was just yesterday. But anyways...today I was supposed to go with Jenny to Renee's for our Advanced English 3 project since we didn't work on it yesterday but we decided we weren't gonna do a video like we planned. So I just stayed home all day. Woohoo!!! So much fun...Not. I got up at 9 this morning. I set my alarm for 10 but I woke up at 9 and I couldn't go back to sleep so I got up and cleaned the kitchen and then ate a bowl of honey nut cheerios. All I did today was watch a couple of hours of tv and chat online and clean. I cleaned the kitchen, the dining room, my middle room, my bedroom, and the upstairs bathroom and I washed clothes. So my whole house practically is clean besides the living room and Jay's room which are both Jay's chores. But anways...tomorrow Kayla, Heather, and I were gonna see if Mindi wanted to hang out but Mindi is gonna spend time with her family. She said that if she has time then she'll call me and see what we wanna do. So that's cool. Oh, Momma said that Jay and I are probably gonna go to Daddy's Friday and stay the weekend. But I really don't wanna go. All I'll end up doing is babysitting again and not getting paid for it. But whatever. What can I do??? Momma said I have to go because it's Thanksgiving. Bla Bla Bla. But anyways...It's thundering outside. I hope it doesn't storm all night cuz I usually can't sleep if its thundering. But anyways....I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Unintentional Flirting???

~Hay~ I went to Daddy's this weekend. Friday I babysat. Saturday I babysat and went to the church to make Thanksgiving dinner which was a lot of fun and then went home and babysat again. And did I get paid???? No of course not even though Dee told me she'd pay me to babysit this weekend. Actually it was supposed to be just Saturday but whatever. Anyways...I talked to Heather today about why she seemed so mad or upset. She said that when her and Josh went out that we would flirt and now that they're broke up we really seem to flirt a lot and it makes her jealous. But I didn't flirt with Josh while they were going out or if I did it was unintentional. But I asked her why she broke up with him if she still liked him and she told me she didn't know how she felt about him. She didn't know if she just wanted to be friends with him b/c she felt like she just wanted to be like best friends with him. But she said that its not that she doesn't want him to be with someone its just me and the situation before or something like that. But I'm not really sure what she meant. But anyways.....Momma and Jay had a weekend alone this weekend. They went to Chattanooga and went to Ripley's Aquarium and to an IMAX Theater. So they had fun this weekend. I'm glad they had a weekend together because the reason they went is to try to help Jay with his attitude and the way he is. Momma thinks that if she and Daddy spend more time with him he'll change his attitude. But it's kinda annoying I guess because she tells me she doesn't have any money but then goes and spends a bunch of money on Jay. But whatever. Anyways....I wish she'd get me this Barlow Girl cd. I love their music and I really want their cd. But anyways...oh Josh sent Heather a text message last night after church telling her to tell everyone hey for him (he's in Texas). So she sent him one back telling him she would and asking when he gets back cuz they need to talk. Then he sent one back saying ok thanks. Then while I was sending him a text message he called so I told Heather her phone was ringing and she did hear me I don't guess so I answered it. And talked to him for a sec. He asked me what we were doing and told me to tell everyone hey and to tell Heather he would talk to her Sunday and then we got off the phone. Well, while we were on the phone Heather starts chasing me trying to get the phone and then she bit my finger really hard. Omgosh it hurt so bad I thought I was gonna die. lol. But then I sent him a text message asking him if he was having fun and telling my finger was hurting really bad and then told him I was gonna go and I'll talk to him the next time I talk to him. Today is his birthday. He's 16 now. But anyways....I'm gonna green light and call Heather. ~Love ya~

I wish Heather was happy

~Hay~ Omgosh so much has happened since the last time I wrote in here. Last Wednesday Heather and I watched "Mean Girls" before church. We laughed so much-it was so funny. But anyways....Friday night I went to Pizza Hut at 9 pm so I could go home with Heather after she got off work. She got off at 10. Then we went back to her Momma's house. I think we stayed up till like 1 in the morning talking and we had to get up at like 6:30-7 o'clock to go paintballing. We went with Trinity Baptist Church. Omgosh we had so much fun. Josh, Heather, James, Mindi, Andrew, Justin Stotts, John, and I went along with Kenny Lockhart (Mrs. Lockhart's husband) and some of the youth from their church. But Mindi, Heather, and I were the only girls. I got a huge bruise on my leg-I got shot in the same spot twice. But its aight cuz I had a lot of fun. So omgosh.... Heather broke up with Josh. I felt so bad for both of them. Heather felt awful and she's beating herself up to much over it though. She can't help how she feels. Josh wrote me a note today. He said he didn't know who else to talk to and he said he figured I'd understand where he was coming from. But I don't mind...he needs to talk to someone. And I do understand what he's going through. But anyways....now I'm sitting here watching Everwood and talking to my friend Kevin. I hardly ever talk to him anymore. I've known him for like 6 years but we just aren't very close anymore. But anyways...I am so tired. I could go to sleep right now. But I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Sometimes Life Really Sucks!!!

~Hay~ Well, today kinda sucked. Ash found out last night her momma has ovarian cancer. She was tore up about it. I mean who wouldn't be??? But I didn't know what to tell her. I wanted to tell her her momma was gonna be fine but I don't know if she is gonna be fine. I was about ready to cry with her. Ash has no idea what to do. I told her to pray and that I would pray for her and her momma and I would ask my church to pray for them, too. But anyways....Heather called out of work today. She said she feels sick. Tomorrow her momma is picking me up from school and bringing us over here so we can watch "Mean Girls" before church. Gosh, I feel like I'm gonna die...I think I'm ovulating again (lol). But my side is for real really hurting bad. I took tylenol and a bunch of vitamins but they're not helping. My doc. told me to take tylenol or ibpruefen but they don't work. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I can't put up with this pain for a whole week again. But anyways....I'm so tired. Awww, man. I got club pictures tomorrow. I was wanting to wear comfy clothes. Oh, well. But I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Mean Girls

~Hay~ Well, I guess nothing interesting happened to me last week be~cuz I can't remember anything. Heather ended up not coming over Wednesday so she still hasn't got to see Jacob Aaron. But she probally is coming over Wednesday before church and we're gonna watch "Mean Girls". I just got done watching it. It was pretty good-it made me laugh out loud. But anyways.....oh, Tiffany and Kayla aren't talking. Tiffany said that Kayla is just gettin on her last nerve, I guess. I dunno. But anyways.....I am gettin tired. I gotta get up in the morning and take a shower before school too. Friday I went to Daddy's. Saturday I babysat all the kids-my twin sis's, my 6 year old sis, and my 3 bro's. Oh gosh it was so much fun!!! Not!! lol!! And I get to do it again the next time I go to my Daddy's. But at least I'm getting paid. I got $10 Saturday. But anyways....This is short but I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Jacob Aaron

~Hay~ Omgosh!!! Jacob Aaron, Tammy's baby, is so precious!!!! I went to Tammy's earlier and I got to hold him and feed him and burp him. Then he fell asleep while I was holding him so I held him until he woke up. Then I fed and burped him again. He is so adorable!!! He has dark brown hair and he's so teeny. I told Tammy I want to baby sit. I love him!!! But anyways...Heather might be coming over tomorrow. It just depends on whether Mindi comes to her house to grade her school work or not. I hope she does get to come over tho so she can see Jacob. Omgosh....Last night I had a dream that Franklin (Matt) kissed me. And a while back I had a dream that he came to my house and I walked outside to talk to him in my panties!!! That is so weird!! But anyways...I really don't wanna go to school tomorrow. I wish it was Thanksgiving Break now. This year has gone by really quick though. We've already been in school for 3 months. Oh, I've gotta ask Momma if Tiffany can bring me home some time this week so I can see Tiffany's new car. But anyways....I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Braggin'

~Hay~ The bonfire was fun. Heather got off work at like 7:30. We got to tp Josh. It was so funny. But anyways....Kayla read my last blog and it made her mad. But I don't see why she's mad at me. I didn't juss make up what I said. Our friends told me she was bragging about hitting me. It's not like I want her to be braggin about it that's just what I was told. But anyways...Before Kayla and I started reading each other's journals we made a deal that we couldn't get mad at each other for what our journals said. But it doesn't look like that worked very well. But, oh well, Anyways.....We don't have school today be~cuz of election day. Anyways....Tammy had her baby Friday. Jacob Aaron is 7 1/2 lbs. and 21 inches long. And he's got hair. He's so cute. I saw him last night for a minute. I'm gonna go over there today when Tammy gets home and see him. But anyways......I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Revival

~Hay~ It's been a while since I've wrote in here. But I've really busy her lately. But anyways....October 22, Homecoming day, me and Glen started going out. It was so funny cuz we juss started holding hands during the pep rally and then afterwards we were walking around together and someone asked him if we were going out and he was like yeah. And they asked since when and he was like since earlier. And the whole time I was juss lookin at him and then when we walked off he was like if that's ok with you. lol But anyways....We broke up yesterday. He said he wasn't ready for a relationship yet bu-cuz he juss got out of a 5 month relationship and he said he still really like me and wanted to keep talking and being friends and go out and stuff. I was like ok. It doesn't really bother me bu~cuz I thought we moved to fast anyways and I think we should have waited longer before we went out. But its aight. Homecoming night after the football game (Heather, Glen, and I all went together) Josh, Heather, Glen, and I all went to Cracker Barrel and ate. It was fun. But anyways...Sunday through Wednesday was Revival at church. It was pretty cool. We had a different preacher and music guy and had up beat music. Monday Rutledge Falls' youth came and did a drama and one chick sang a song. And Wednesday Kayla, Mindi, Heather, and I did a drama-we did sign language to a song. It was so awesome. Glen was there that night. Monday night Kayla made me so mad. Her, Mindi, and Heather came in late and when they came to sit down with me and Josh Kayla was pushing me to the end of the pue and I was like no don't make me sit on the outside and pulled her to the other side of me. Well, she had a bruise on her arm and told me so and that I hurt her so she smacked my belly and I juss got my belly button pierced Saturday and she knew it. It made me so mad. I had no idea she had a stupid bruise. But what really makes me mad is that she went to school the next day braggin' about it. I guess she thought that the people she told wouldn't tell me but they're my friends, too. So they did. I wanted to confront her about it but I was afraid she'd start yelling and make a big fight out of it and I don't feel like fighting with someone right now. So she can juss read it on here and then tell me what she has to say about it. But anyways....Heather and Josh are still together. They are so cute together. Anyways....Saturday I had ACT's and after I got done Momma came and picked me up and we went to self-expressions to see how much it would cost for us to get our belly buttons pierced. It cost $30 for me and $20 for Momma. So we went to go get some money and the guy that pierced our belly buttons went on a lunch break. So we went to the shoe hut and this Consignment kinda shop and I tried on these really pretty prom dresses. And we found this yellow one that was really pretty. But I decided I wanna go look at this other place in Tullahoma and then if they don't have anything then I wanna go back there and look and if they have anything new I like I'll juss pick one of those or the yellow one. But anyways...Tomorrow we are having a bonfire at the building. Hopefully I'll be spending the night with Heather afterwards. She has to work till 10 or 10:30. But after she gets off she's coming to the bonfire. James said it wouldn't last past 12 cuz we have church the next morning. But I plan on sleeping in tomorrow cuz I'm so tired. I think Kayla is actually over Michael now. She's fixing to go out with this Derek guy. He's pretty cute. I'm juss glad she's done trying to get with Michael. Well, I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Cookies

~Hay~ Omgosh yesterday (we got out of school at 12:45) Heather, Mindi, Mindi's lil sis, and I went to the park so Mindi could take pictures of her sis in the fall leaves and stuff. So when we got there I got Mindi's phone and called Glen to talk to him for a lil while. Well come to find out he lives near the park. So I told him to walk over there and come see me and after a lil persuading he did!!! Heather talked him into coming to church with us. He was gonna go to his church, I think, but Heather made him come to ours. So after Mindi got done taking pics and we were done playing on the playground we went to Wal-Mart to drop the pics off. Oh, Mindi took some pics of me and Heather they were so cute. But anyways....Glen came with to Wal-Mart and then we all went to Mindi's house and made cookies to take to church (they're Heather's). Then we went to church, we were late when we got there, and we had to go up front for some meeting or something. So we went in there and sat down behind Garrett and Nathan. After we sat down I saw Kayla sitting on the back pue and she looked so mad. I would have talked to her after we got done up front but she kept giving me dirty looks and rolling her eyes at me. So she was mad at me and I didn't even know why. Well today she didn't talk to me till this afternoon after school-she called me. I asked her why she was mad at me and she told me to read her journal and it would explain it. So I did and she was mad at me because we went and sat behind Garrett and Nathan and didn't sit with her. I didn't even see her sitting there..I looked for her. But what I don't understand is why she got mad at me when Heather and I both went and sat over there. But whatever. I don't ignore her everytime Garrett, Nathan, Courtney, or Adam are there. When we got there we juss went in and sat down. I didn't sit there because Garrett and Nathan were sitting in the pue in front of us I sat there cuz it was an open pue and I didn't even see her. But it doesn't matter cuz thats stupid....I just want Kayla to understand that she has to tell me when she is mad at why she's mad at me cuz most of the time I don't understand why she's mad. And we can't do that....We have to be honest with eachother if we're gonna be friends. Kayla is one of my best friends and I hate it when we have these stupid fights. But anyways......Mindi told me the other day that if me and Glen go out before we go out she has to meet him and see if she approves of him. Well she told me last night after we dropped him off at his house that she totally approves of him. I was like I knew you would he is so sweet. I mean Garrett even approves and he never approves of anyone I talk to or go out with. So that's awesome. I really like him. He told me last night that he really has like preminitions I guess you could say. He had a vision about a bombing that happened in Madrid and like a week later it came true!!! That is so wild. He said he gets like vibes about people too. But he doesn't get bad vibes about me!!! lol!!! Tomorrow is homecoming day!!! We go to like our first 3 periods and they're cut short and then we go to the pep ralley and then we get to walk around the rest of the day. Well at 11:30 Tiffany, Kayla, and I get to leave the pep ralley early to go set up the pep club table cuz we're reps. We stay at the table till 12 and I think thats when the pep ralley is over. So hopefully I'll get to walk around with Glen a lot!!! And then tomorrow night me and Heather are going to the game and Glen is probally going to!!! But anyway....I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Subway Subs

~Hay~ Today at school was twin day but I didn't get to do it because the Spanish classes took a field trip to Chattanooga to watch Mexican dance. So this morning after the moment of silence in homeroom we were dismissed to the bus loading zone. And then we all got on our buses. I saw Glen then but I didn't get to talk to him just smile. But anyways...Then we got to ride a bus forever with me, Tiffany, and Michelle all in one seat. We were pretty squished. And to top it off our bus driver didn't know how to drive or where we were going. So we finally got there and the show was pretty neat besides seeing men's butt cheeks. And then we went to the mall to eat lunch and by the time we got through the Subway line to get our food we had like 5 minutes. So we were scarfing our food. And me and Tiff got foot long subs so we ate half of it and then brought the other half with us. I ate mine on the bus on the way home. But anyways...When we got back to school we had like 15 minutes till the bell rang to go home so I talked to Glen for a lil bit and then he went to talk to some of his other friends and then he walked with me to the buses. He is so sweet he told me that my eyes were beautiful-I wore clear contacts today for him- and that I shouldn't wear my blue ones anymore. But anyways...On the way to the buses he told me to call him and I told him that I had lost his number so he gave it to me again but I told him I wasn't gonna call him and that he could call me. lol. I was like I'm not gonna call you and he was like yeah you will. lol. Yeah I'm gonna call him. Duh. Probally when I get done with this. But anyways...I tried to call Heather earlier at her sis's but then I remembered her sis kicked her out so now she's living with her mom and Tyrone. I hope that works and that Heather and Tyrone don't start arguing a lot. I hope that they get along. Heather's life is so hard on her sometimes and I just hope that this works out so she'll actually have a home. Omgosh..I tripped up Tammy's stairs yesterday!!!! lol!! Which really sucked because I wore a skirt today and I scraped my leg up. But I think I looked cute today. I wore my new skirt I got from Catos and a really cute sweater. But anyways.....I hate Eminem's new song..I think it is so stupid. But whatever....Anyways...I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Sleepy

~Hay~ This weekend James and Mindi went to Gatlinburg so Mindi could take some class so they wouldn't be here to teach Sunday School. So Bro. Tim was teaching our class....Well, Bro Tim bores me so I decided to stay home and sleep in. Today is also Jay's birthday. So this morning at like 9 something Bro. Tim calls to see if we need a ride even tho James told us we needed to get our own ride. But anyways... So he woke me and I told him we didn't. Then I went downstairs to watch Jay open his birthday presents and then when he got done I went back to bed till 12:40. It felt so great to get to sleep in!!!! lol. But anyways...This afternoon Kayla, Heather, and I went to drama practice. Then we had class. But me, Heather, and Courtney all wanna go get our belly buttons pierced together!!!! lol!! That would be so cool. Heather said her momma probally won't let her but Court. is living with one of her friends cuz she got kicked out so she will if she wants too. But anyways....I'm sleepy-amazingly enough-so I'm gonna green light. ~Love ya~

Belly Buttons

~Hay~ Omgosh I am so tired. This morning Momma woke me up at about 8:40 so we could go to Wal-Mart. We went and got Tammy's babyshower gifts-baby wipes, baby lotion, baby wash, a lil teddy bear, and some lil toys and we got her a $40 gift card and a candle. At Tammy's babyshower I won lil jar things with vegetables in them. After the babyshower we went to Wal-Mart again to get Jay's birthday gifts-a tv, cars, a yoyo, and a robe. Then we came home and I wrapped all of his presents. Now I'm sitting here about to fall asleep and its only 4:45. But anyways....I'm not going to church tomorrow-I wanna sleep in and James and Mindi won't be there till tomorrow afternoon so Bro. Tim will be teaching our class. Bro. Tim is nice and all but he bores me. But I'm gonna go tomorrow afternoon...we are having drama practice at 4 or 5 I think. Class starts at 6. But anyways.....I'm trying to decide whether or not to call Glen. Omgosh I was talking to Momma earlier and she said she wanted to go get her belly button pierced and that we should go get ours done together!!! I can not believe she wants to do that. She told me after I got my 2nd hole pierced in my ear I couldn't get anything else but now she wants to go get our belly buttons pierced. But I wanna loose some weight before I get mine done. But anyways...I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

I think I'm in love!!!! lol!!!

~Hay~ Omgosh today was so cool. I saw Glen today...I went in his homeroom which is also Kayla's homeroom to "talk to Kayla about Pep Club" lol. No I really did go in there to see if she wanted to come with me and get a note to stay in lunch during study hall to sit at the pep club table. And I did all of this mainly so I could be in Glen's lunch! lol!! So I talked to him in his lunch for a few minutes and he wants me to wear clear contacts so he can see my real eyes (I wear blue enhancers-my eyes are naturally green and blue depending). Then he asked me for my number!!!! So of course I gave it to him. So he called me at about 8 I think and we talked forever it seemed about everything. He was asking me all kinds of questions about so he could get to know me-it was so funny. He told me my giggling was cute. Then I was laughing cuz he was like stuttering try to say something and he was like why are you laughing at me?? and I told him it was because he was stuttering and I thought it was funny. He was like what kinda funny....funny stupid or funny cute. And I was like funny cute and he was like oh ok.....speaking of cute......you're really cute!!!! I was like awww....thankx! He's so sweet. He told me I had a sexy laugh and then when we were getting off the phone he was like bye sexy!!!! I think I really like him!!!! It was so much fun talking to him!!! I got his number I was like maybe I'll call you and he was like you'll call me and then I was like in that case I'm not gonna call you. lol!!! Yeah right I'll call him. But anyways....I gotta go to my next door neighbors baby shower tomorrow at 12 and before that we have to go to Wal-Mart to get her something. I'm never gonna get to sleep in and I'm so tired. But anyways...I was waiting for Heather to get home from work but I'm about to fall asleep sitting here. So I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

The Bonfire

~Hay~ I saw Glen today but he didn't talk to me. Like everywhere I went I looked for him. I saw him like 3 or 4 times. He came up while I waiting to be picked up from school and was talking to Jimmy and he kept looking at me but really didn't say nothing to me but hey or whatever. But I've never really noticed him before at school. I have seen him before I juss didn't really pay attention to him I don't guess. Then tonight there was a bonfire at the high school and if you went you got a homework pass in English. So Heather and her mom picked me up from school and dropped us off at my house till about 5:45 and then Mindi picked us up and took us to Wal-Mart with her. Then we went to her house and she made spaghetti for her and James. Then we went to the high school and it started raining....We got so wet. Josh was soaked. So after they put the fire out and I got my homework pass, we-Josh, Heather, James, Mindi, and I went back to James and Mindi's and Nathan and Noah came and we ate ice cream cake and juss hung out. It was fun. James and Mindi's dog Harley likes Heather. We were over there yesterday before we went to Trinity Church and she started barking at the dogs outside and Harley got excited, I guess, and starting humping her. It was so funny. Then today she did it again and Josh was there...He was like you're seducing a dog. lol. It was great. But anyways...Josh talked to Glen about me liking him. He told him I wanted his body. lol. But Josh said that he thinks he likes me too. But I'm not gonna get my hopes up. I don't really know him I juss wanna get to know him to see what kinda person he is cuz he seems really cool. But I dunno if I really wanna get into a relationship cuz everyone I have goes down the drain and I'm tired of having 2 week relationships. Its no fun. I want to have a serious relationship with someone I can really talk to and that I really like. But sometimes I really wonder if there is really someone out there that's perfect for me. I pray that there is and I find him. I've always wanted to be like Cory and Topanga off of Boy Meets World and meet the person I was supposed to be with really young and date them forever during like middle school and high school. That would be so cool. But anyways....I'm gonna green light. I'm tired and I gotta get up and take a shower in the morning. ~Love ya~

The New Guy

~Hay~ I haven't wrote in here in a few days. I've been working on my Spanish 2 project till like 12 every night. I'm so tired. Today Heather's mom picked me, Kayla, and Heather Barnett up from school and took us to James and Mindi's house. The youth went to Temple Baptist church to see these 2 guys Brian and Sam-they are song writers and they sang for us. It was so awesome!!! They came to my Advanced English 3 class today. Mrs. Lockhart had them come talk to us about creative writing and music and lyrics. They are really cool. Brian wrote the song "Rough and Ready" that Trace Adkins sings and he's wrote a lot of other songs too. And Sam has wrote songs for Avalon, Jump 5, Point of Grace and lots more. When we got to the church Brian came up to me and was like you were in class today what's your name??? I was like omgosh I can't believe he remembered I was in there. But anyways...Tonight was so awesome me and Kayla got touched I guess you could say while we were at the church and went to pray at the alter. We've decided we've gotta change our lifestyles. And I'm really gonna work hard on this cuz I know that I'm not exactly straight with God and somethings gotta change. But anyways....Tomorrow Heather's Momma is picking me up from school and bringing us over here and then James and Mindi are gonna come get us and I think we are gonna go eat maybe and got to the bon fire they're having at 7. I met this guy at Temple Baptist Church tonight. His name is Glen and he was so cute. He seems really cool, too. He asked me if I had 2nd lunch because he has seen me in there before and I was like umm....I think so I dunno. Well I realized when I got home I have 1st lunch!!!! I feel like such an idiot. I was really hoping we had lunch together cuz I wanted to start talking to him and get to know him. Kayla was like now he's gonna look for you in lunch tomorrow. But she's in his homeroom so I was like well ya'll are in homeroom together why don't you tell him I'm stupid and I have 1st lunch and that I was in his lunch for pep club. lol! Maybe he'll go to the bon fire tomorrow and I'll get to talk to him. I hope so. But anyways...Heather and Josh are so cute together. Josh, Heather, Heather B., and I were all squished in the back seat of Mindi's car so I was like sitting in the floor. It was so funny...Kayla took pictures. But anyways...I gotta green light. ~Love yah~

Vienna Sausages

~Hay~ So Friday night I went to my daddy's. Dee and Mikey were at a football game-Mikey is in the band. Then Saturday they had to go to Maryville for Mikey's band competition so they got up at 4:45 and I woke up b/c of their alarm going off. So I stayed up and talked to Dee till she left and then Daddy got up and went and got some food to fix breakfast. Then after breakfast Daddy, Jay, and Bubba went to work on a car or something I dunno. But he left me with the twins and Sam. Oh, it was so much fun. Not. Ruby and Kextie were so whinny. But anyways...I thought we were going skating Saturday but I guess I was wrong I probally got my dates mixed up...my memory sucks. Anyways....I didn't get to go to church tonite. After Momma picked us up we went to Catos and I got this really cute skirt. Then we went' to Wal-Mart and got some groceries and stuff. I'm so tired. Last night I watched Secret Window with Daddy. I had already seen it once but I wanted him to watch it with me so he could explain some stuff to me. But anyways....I have a project due Tuesday in Spanish 2 and I haven't even started on it. I gotta do it 2morrow. But anyways.....I still gotta give Heather the Vienna Sausages I took from my daddy's lol. I was talking to her on the phone Saturday after the babies got done eating some Vienna Sausages and at my daddy's they have like 20 cans. So Heather told me to bring her a can so I got a can. Now I juss gotta wait till Wednesday to give them to her since that'll be the next time I'll see her cuz she's going homeschool starting tomorrow. But I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

All About My Family

~Hay~ Carla-Heather's sister-brought me home at like 7:30 tonite. Kayla called me and we talked for a while and then later Heather called me. She had me call Josh on 3way cuz she was afraid she'd get him in trouble for calling the number she had. So she gets me to do it cuz its aight if I get him in trouble juss not if she does it. lol. But we didn't get him in trouble I guess. But we all talked for a while then he had to get off and go take a shower. They are so funny. I swear they're gonna date forever. Anyways....I'm so tired I'm sitting here with a heating pad on my lower tummy to make it quit hurting. And I'm chattin with Heather and David-a guy I met on the internet. He's 19 in college. Anyways...I'm so sleeping in 2morrow I'm so tired like the cute little kitty. lol. I'm turning my phone ringer off so if ya'll-Heather and Kayla-call me 2morrow morning and nobody answers its cuz my ringer is off!! lol!! Anyways...My 'rents are divorced and my daddy is remarried to a woman named Dee. Well 2morrow me and my brother-Jay-go to their house. At my daddy's I have 3 sisters-Ruby and Kextie the twins they are 1 year 4 months and 1 day old and then there is Sam she is 6 years old and she's in 1st grade. And then there's the boys besides my real bro,Jay who is fixing to be 13 October 17 and in the 7th grade, there is Mikey, he's 13 in the 8th grade, and bubba (Chris) he's 11 or 12 I'm not sure and I think he's in the 6th grade but again I'm not sure. But anyways....The church I go to when I'm at my daddy's is taking the youth skating so I can't wait!!! That's awesome!!! I love skating!!! lol!!! The youth at that church are so crazy! I love them to death. They make me feel so welcome everytime I go up there. But anyways...I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

~sleepy kitty~ 

Bla Bla Bla

~Hay~ Heather and I stayed up till I dunno when last night because she wouldn't get up and tell me what time it was. lol. But anyways....Heather and Josh are so cute together. I hope that he is her first kiss....that would be so sweet!!! See me and Heather up until a few weeks ago had never kissed a guy. But like 3 days after me and my ex boyfriend started going out he kissed me on the way to Tiffany's car (we-Tiffany, Tish, Kayla, and I were all riding to the football game together). Heather was so mad-she was like I wanted to be the first one to be kissed!!! lol It was so funny. But like I tried to tell Heather it was juss a pop kiss...thats all!! But whatever!!! lol! She'll probally be the 1st one to really kiss a guy. But anyways....I got the cutest bag, I ordered it from an ABC catalog. Its got the funny bunny on and he's covering his ears and under him it says "not listening"....the bag is pink. I got a shirt thats blue with the funny bunny on it and it says "its all about me, deal with it"!!! I love them I think funny bunny stuff is so cute. But anyways...Heather is over here laying on her bed trying to go to sleep I think. So I'm gonna green light so I can go make sure she stays awake. ~Love ya~

Jealous???

~Hay~ Well Heather finally said yes to Josh today!!!! After we had class at church we all went outside and I told Josh he needed to ask her out again so she could give him her answer. I told him I didn't think she was juss gonna walk up to him and say ya know what my answer is......ya know. So me and Heather walked down to the swamp and it was really dark.....then Josh ran up and scared us. So after a few minutes I left so they could talk and they talked for like ever. She got him to ask her out again and do it like he meant it and he did and she said yes!!! I would have killed her if she'd had said no. But anyways...I guess I kinda I understand how Heather felt when she was jealous of me when I have boyfriends and she didn't. Its not that I'm jealous of her going out with Josh its juss that she's got a really good guy and I think they'll be together for a really long time...They're like perfect for each other. But she's always been jealous cuz I've had a lot of boyfriends but its not like any of them were serious relationships. I think its kinda ironic that she was jealous over my not serious relationships and now I'm jealous of her relationship that's probally gonna be a long serious one. Most of my relationships only lasted like 2 weeks. One lasted for like 2 1/2 months but we lived in different cities and the other, Josh, lasted for like 3 1/2 months and come to find out he stopped liking me like a while before we broke up. But it doesn't matter...I juss wanna meet a guy that I can have a serious relationship with. I'm tired of having 2 week relationships that all go down the drain. But anyways...Ashley Jones is gonna be so mad when she finds out that Josh and Heather are going out. She has liked him since like 7th grade..they went out once and ever since then she's been trying to get back with him. Ashley wouldn't talk to me the whole time me and Josh went out. But I think it'll be funny to see her face when she finds out...I know thats mean but... Anyways.......Me and Heather are sitting here talking about Josh and I'm eating chocolate chip cookie ice cream. I love this stuff. But anyways...I gotta green light. ~Love ya~

Hay!!!!!

~Hey~ This morning I had an appointment at the gynecologist at 9:30. I was there for like 2 hours. But anyways....Heather and Kayla should be here soon. But Kayla doesn't get to spend the night with us at Heather's....she's gotta go get her wisdom teeth pulled!!! That's gonna suck! She has to be at the doctor's at 10 or 10:30 and she can't eat after midnight 2nite. But anyways....after I got done at the doctors today my momma took us to eat at Ruby Tuesday's. It was pretty good. I love that resturant. But anyways....Heather is here fixing to straighten her hair and then she's gonna do mine. Ok...Anyways...~Love ya~

Smile!!!!! 

Ummm.....

Hay~ Today is my first day using blogger so I'm juss having a little fun with the pictures and stuff!!! lol! ~Love ya~

aww....how cute!!!lol 

My Beginning

~Hey~ Ok, if you don't already know my I'm Laura England and I'm 16. Heather Witham is one of my best friends in the whole world-I've never really had any best friends besides Jessie Hollis before Heather. See my family moved so much when I was younger that I never stayed in the same school over maybe 2 years. Jessie and I have been friends for 6 years now, we met because my stepmom and her mom are best friends. But we don't go to school together so I don't get to see her very much. But Heather and I have been friends since 8th grade-we rode the same bus and had the same homeroom. Kayla Freeze is another one of my best friends. We've known each other since 9th grade-we sat beside each other in homeroom. But anyways....on to more recent information. Heather is about to be going out with my ex-boyfriend Josh Harden thankx to me. Heather has liked him forever now and he liked her but wouldn't do anything about it because his best friend Justin Freeze,Kayla's bro, liked her. But now that Justin has got a girlfriend it doesn't matter. So Sunday after church we were all outside hanging out and stuff and I decided to go talk to Josh about Heather. I had talked to him about her before but he said he didn't like her like that. But this time he told me the truth. So we talked for a while about why he never did anything about liking her before and how he should ask her out and other stuff like that and then I told him I was gonna ask her out for him and he was like ok. So I went and talked to her and she said she wanted him to do it because she wanted them to be able to talk and actually have a good relationship. So I got her and Josh and took them away from everyone else so they could talk but of course they were to shy or something so I had to start them out (lol). He was so sweet to her though. See Heather is worried about them not seeing each other and their relationship turning out like Josh's and mine did. Well he said that he'll have is license here soon and would be able to take them out and stuff and he was like I don't care if I have to get a beatin from your brother-I'll meet whoever I have to to be able to take you out(by the way her brother is really protective of her and doesn't want her having a boyfriend and junk). It was so sweet. I felt so weird though cuz he's my ex and she's my best friend. I don't know but I'm happy they're finally getting together. They seem perfect for each other and I'd never stand in their way. Well he asked her out that night and told her if she needed to think about it then that was fine he'd call her when he thought she was ready. And she told him she needed to think about it. I can't believe she did that. She is so crazy. Of course she is gonna say yes when she gets to talk to him. He called her last night but she was at work so she didn't get to talk to him. But anyways...Tomorrow I have to go to the gynecologist-yuck!!!! Then sometime after that Heather and Kayla are coming over and riding with me to church and then we are all spending the night with Heather. (this week is our fall break) Anyways... my next door neighbor, Tammy Holder, is 33 weeks pregnant, she's due sometime in November. Her belly is so cute. Her and Matt are having a boy and they're gonna name it Jacob something. I can't remember his middle name right now. But anyways...I gotta green light. ~Love ya~