The Bonfire

~Hay~ I saw Glen today but he didn't talk to me. Like everywhere I went I looked for him. I saw him like 3 or 4 times. He came up while I waiting to be picked up from school and was talking to Jimmy and he kept looking at me but really didn't say nothing to me but hey or whatever. But I've never really noticed him before at school. I have seen him before I juss didn't really pay attention to him I don't guess. Then tonight there was a bonfire at the high school and if you went you got a homework pass in English. So Heather and her mom picked me up from school and dropped us off at my house till about 5:45 and then Mindi picked us up and took us to Wal-Mart with her. Then we went to her house and she made spaghetti for her and James. Then we went to the high school and it started raining....We got so wet. Josh was soaked. So after they put the fire out and I got my homework pass, we-Josh, Heather, James, Mindi, and I went back to James and Mindi's and Nathan and Noah came and we ate ice cream cake and juss hung out. It was fun. James and Mindi's dog Harley likes Heather. We were over there yesterday before we went to Trinity Church and she started barking at the dogs outside and Harley got excited, I guess, and starting humping her. It was so funny. Then today she did it again and Josh was there...He was like you're seducing a dog. lol. It was great. But anyways...Josh talked to Glen about me liking him. He told him I wanted his body. lol. But Josh said that he thinks he likes me too. But I'm not gonna get my hopes up. I don't really know him I juss wanna get to know him to see what kinda person he is cuz he seems really cool. But I dunno if I really wanna get into a relationship cuz everyone I have goes down the drain and I'm tired of having 2 week relationships. Its no fun. I want to have a serious relationship with someone I can really talk to and that I really like. But sometimes I really wonder if there is really someone out there that's perfect for me. I pray that there is and I find him. I've always wanted to be like Cory and Topanga off of Boy Meets World and meet the person I was supposed to be with really young and date them forever during like middle school and high school. That would be so cool. But anyways....I'm gonna green light. I'm tired and I gotta get up and take a shower in the morning. ~Love ya~